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Wednesday, December 28th, 2005
9:53 am	SOo... I have just been working and stuff... nothin too exciting... btw... the really nice guy at work isnt named jason... its micheal... lol... Well, I am doing good... there have been a couple times where i just want to pack everythin up and go back home... but, Idk... i dont know what good that will do... There is a guy that goes into my work that always smiles at me like dang... It makes me feel happy... I went home for christmas on friday 23rd...& visited my family... It kinda depressed me though... I realized I have no freakin real friends... which is kinda lame but, o well... @ least I spent the time with my family.... I went back to bakersfield on tuesday to go back to work @ 4... I got more than i excpected id get on christmas... so thats cool.. I got a mp3 player for my car... and a digital camera... and pants and dvds... and 50 bucks... a callender I put the 50 bucks towards a gym pass... soo wish me luck... I am babysittin now... Jayden... shes cute... Her mom had to go to a funeral... this cop that works for bp died in a crash cuz he was chasing after some1 on the freeway and went on the gravel and lost control... thats pretty sad... ookk... i am so tired... i woke up at like 6... thats early to me... I dont write much on here cuz, my aunt said she was reading ppls journals and said it talked about sex and just volgar things and she made this big deal about how we should choose our friends wisely... Idk whos shes was readin... cuz, i dont htink any1 writes about stuff like that (besides me) ANyway... SHe like tracks down what u do on her computer... so i dont even go back on it... just to be safe... so yeh... ill just write these whenever im at brookes or somethin... my throat hurts. well ok... im out... bye Current Music: A B C D ..... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 7th, 2005
12:15 pm	I've only ever kissed before... yesterday i worked 7 & a half hours... plus one hour paid free.... so 8.5... thats cool... I had to fill in for a girl that was sick with amonia... so she might be out for a while... sucks for her but, ill get better hours... anyway... there are some cute boys i work with... well... decent... there is this older guy steve... hes like 30 or maybe even older... kinda cute, but, he has thislong beard thing he braids.... and yuck that has to go... & then there is Phillip... hes adorable... but, I think he's like 16/17 sooo hes off limits... haha & then there is Jason...he has a gf tina that works there... but, dang he is nice... & there is a chick rachelle... that works there... shes like 17.... she pretty kool... ughh its exausting to work... it feels like i do everything... i think they just dont wanna do it... but, ehhh i'll probably do the same thing to who ever i am trainin.... make them do everything... well, okk... thats about it... i work 4-8 today...funnn... okkk love u bye Current Mood: awake Current Music: rocky horror show film - toucha me (Comment on this)
Monday, December 5th, 2005
10:00 am	Pizza is so good... Yes.. I moved to bakersfield Still a lil sad... and miss every1 But, at least i have a job... yes... thats right... me baby... I got a job... At Rustys pizza... with my cousin jolene... She is like my boss... sooo crazy... but, the hours arent so good i want more so i can make more money Well, umm thats about it... today is my 3rd day,.... gotta leave in a half hour... well ttyl bye i love u! Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: good charlotte - ghost of u (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 16th, 2005
12:22 pm	Its always somebody else.... Soooooo yesterday i tried callin state board all day... it was busy... there is like no way i am gonna get thru.... idk what to do... im very frustrated right now... i feel like cring all day... cuz, seriously i didnt not go to beauty school for a fuckin year not to take it... sure idk if i wanna do this for the rest of my life... but, i need some kinda job... i cant just be a loser.... and yah i feel like one... ughh... at least i had somethin to do whenn i was in school.... ANyway... i went to walmart and del taco with becka... it was kool and then nothin after that... Today i am suppose to hang out with jackie from beauty school... and go out to dinner with sarah and her sis... @ hometown... yes... they are payin for me... cuz, im hot! duhh ... lol sooo jk.... Grrr... he never wants to hang out... cuz, all the sudden hes too busy... haha i feel rejected!!!! I just am gonna stop talkin to him... mayyyyyyybeeeeeee... or maybe not Gosh my dad is gay... he just came in here sayin to call state board... like i havent been... gosh im so upset... its not my fault i havent heard frome them! WhateveR Im out Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: emery (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 9th, 2005
7:57 pm	On Wen ... we didnt get to rent movies cuz it was too late... SO I put on the Notebook... and yah... My DAd got mad... SO yah... I took Cody home... and we went online and then to sleep... THurs... Me and Gloria washed my car... it looks like 100 percent better... BUt, now its almost back to how i was... grr.. I hate that.... Well, then... I got my acrylic stuff from ebay... its kool... I like it... And ummmmm... I went to megans and ate some pizza.... and hung out with her and daina... and then... uhh thats all i guess... Friday... I cleaned trishas house all day... it looked great... and then I didnt do anythin later... Saturday.... I had my party... It was real fun... At first I thought it was gonna be lame... my Mom baught soda, chips, dip, red bull, 3 pizzas... haha... too bad only like 9 ppl showed up... but, I still had so much fun! I like small parties anyway... Becka and Nathan were funny... Nathan was gettin mad cuz becka wouldnt make out with him... haha... then he wanted to with me... and I was like fuck that... Thats fucked up im ur last resort... and he was like no ashley ur my 1st haha... it was funny... so me and becka were dancin and singin a lot.... and ummmm sarah and isaac were just too in love to notice anything else... angel, robert, dee, and eileen were just in there own lil group... I hate that shit... they should have got wild like us... but, Im glad they came.... And thennnnnn The LOVE OF MY LIFE shows up... thats right JEFF.... I had a crush on him since who knows when... but, thennnnn Eileen started dating him and yah pshh I never had a chance... BUt, they broke up a long time ago... so he didnt know she was there so i bet he felt weird... haha... but, I barely ever talked to him but, when he came in i was like wanna take a picture and he was like no and i was like too bad its my birthday haha.... he's such a qt... and when he was leavin I was like dont forget about our date... cuz, I had emailed him one time and yes... anyway.... NAthan ended up throwing up ... and gettin sick.... and every1 else held there own....... we had cake too... it was good.... and we have pics and video tape... dang i am crazy... That red bull made me hyper! BUt, yahh I think I am gonna throw another one soon.... soo yahh... ookk... then me and becka went to bed at like 3? or so Sunday.. - today... Slept like all day and been bummin it... just got out of the shower and now i wanna go somewhere... but, yah... kyle wants to have sex... but, Im like hell no! pshh never! ANd he's dumb... trying to lie and say he dont have a gf... wtf... f 'm Current Mood: bored Current Music: justin timberlake (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 5th, 2005
4:56 pm	I dont really remember a lot... or the order... so ya. LAtely I have been hanging out with Gloria and I love it! :D She makes me just soooooo happy when she is around!.... Well, On last tuesday... Me, gloria, tommy, and lizzy went to town... gloria and tommy went to school... I went by beauty school and visited for a lil bit... I miss those ppl... And then they ate at taco bell... but, i didnt cuz... Im a fatty... Well, then we went to the movies and watched Just Like Heaven... It was really cute... I liked it a lot... And then we waited for cody and he picked up gloria... and then i dropped lizzy and tommy off at his house... and of course i was stuck at home alone.... so i got depressed... gloria was suppose to stay the night but, she didnt... so yah i just went to bed... On wensday... me and becka went into town for hair color... my left side grill fell off... so now my car looks even more dumb.... it sucks but, o well i guess.... I think I colored Beckas hair.... it looked really good... I wish we did more dramatic colors so ppl could actually notice i did somethin to it... but, yah... it was kool... and then i dropped her off and hung out a lil bit... and talked to lizzy and her... lizzy was tweezing her bushy eye brows... and her brother was being krazy... and then I went home and I got ready for scooners... I had so much fun... i went with trish and lisa... it was great.... Austin gave me a lap dance.... I think he likes me cuz Im shy and he started laughin at me! haha... Austin was talkin to me and stuff and said he was gonna look for me on myspace... But,pshh yah im dumb... he didnt.... And then me and trish went to super walmart to get garden gloves... and i ran into gabe... lol.. i went to school with him... hes so dorky... but, i like him cuz hes funny... he gave me his number but, i forgot to call ... so yah... well... hmm then i went to bed i think.... THursday... I THINK Gloria stayed the night... ANd we just i dont remember lol? Probably had the bestest time ever though! lol... o yah we went online... and then watched Beauty shop.... and went to bed Friday... we woke up and went to megans and had br basket? I THINK haha... i think iM gettin my days confused... but, i know it happend.... i took her home and we had to do some under cover work... haha... its our secret... and yah... then i dropped her off at codys.... and she went to the races with him... I went to the junk yard with my dad to look for stuff for my car... they didnt have no lancers... grr... so we went home... I cleaned the fridge... dayumm it looks good lol... And then I got tired so yah... I stopped cleanin.... then I was bored so I rented movies... SAW, and two brothers for the kids... I watched 2 brothers with the kids... it was good... kinda sad though... I love tigers! The kids stayed the night... Yah and then i picked gloria up at codys... and said she should stay the night... so she did... and dang it was fun... we watched saw... and my dad was watchin it too... he's weird lol... And Gloria was so scared... that movie is SO good... I really liked it... kinda fucked up ending though.... thought it was gonna be dumb... but it was good lol.... and then.... we went online.. and then ricky woke up askin for milk... and he wouldnt go to bed... lol it was so funny... he was in the livin room and we were crawlin on the ground to scare him but, he would catch us.... and hes like NO I SEE U... it was funn.... and then he was talkin and i was like what cuz i couldnt understand him and he was like NOTHING.... gosh he's like napoleon he dont wanna repeat hiself... so i did it back to him... and then we all fell asleep... SAT.... I didnt do anything... Well i did... i cleaned the kitchen like super goood... and then my mom came home and made tacos... they were bomb.... Yum... and then I just hung out with the family... we roasted marshrallows... ricky pee'd... it was so funny! Aww I love him... haha... And then the kids went homa and I watched SAW with my Momma! I love heR! :D And thennnn I was goin to sleep... but, I swear there was a ghost in the room... and I felt somethin touch my ear... so I got scared and slept with my mom lol... yahhh... I dont fuck with spirts... ONe time one held me down... and it was all white and cloudy... damn... i was scared and i tried to scream... but, my voice went away and all u could hear was air... yeahhhhh ... shit thats krazy!.... Sunday.... I just slept like all day... and got dressed and i went to visit angel in northridge at her dorm... it was kool... we went to eat at chillis... i saw the hottest guy there... he dressed like a greaser... Hot! Sooo yah the food was SO good... that was my first time eating there.... and the dessert chocalate chip paridise stuff was orgasmic... damn...! lol... then we just went back to her dorm and went online and talked... and i read her stuff... and yah... we went to bed MOnday... We woke up at 11... and we went to a costume store... and tried on all this crap... dang those outfits are slutty... my ass cheeks were hangin out.. lol... but, i liked this boopeep one... and i got an idea on another one... i really wanna dress up this year... i always do... but, i just never have a costume.... so we stayed there for a while just tring stuff on it was fun... then we went to taco bell... and then we wnet back to her dorm and took a shower.... and then we went to the mall... dang i want so much stuff... i tried on 2 dresses... they looked so good... i loved themm... they were like 80 bucks each though... so i was like nm... and then I want some mac make up... dang i love there make up... its super... and then I just dropped her off and drove home.... and I was listening to jermry camp.... it makes me wanna just go to church... and yah... I love his music... I miss my church in Bakersfield... I felt like i belonged there... SO seriously I think i wanna move back JUST for that... isnt that weird? I was so happy when I went there and content... and I felt so good for goin to church all by myself on my own not being forced.... But, it was the missin everyone here that i hate... I wish we had that church here... I'd be all churchy... lol anyway i got home... talked to gloria online... she wrote in her journal about me... it made me cry a lil... I love her so dang much... shes like my lil sis.... So i told her... i think we should hang out like now... so i went to her house and we just danced and talked about stuff... she gave me my bday card.... i loved it! :D ... shes so thoughtful.... and yeah it was cool...and it meant a lot to me... that she actually cares about me... and then she gave me all these chocolate bars... mmmmmm.... lol... and then i went home went online... and went to bed at like 3 am... Tueday..... my birtday! (oct 4th) Ricky woke me up at like 7:30... pshh dang i was mad... megan wanted to go to ontario but, i said no i didnt wanna go cuz, i thought i was gonna hang out with my friends... but, that didnt happen.... so i got ready... and me megan, ricky, alivia went ot the mall... i tried on clothes and stuff... and yah then we met my mom... triish, christina, and gabe at chillis for my bday... I got the same thing as i did with angel... there mashed potatoes are so good.... and then I was being such a bitch... i dont know why... i think im so spoiled.... lol... but, its cuz trish said i could have a party on sat but, now she was sayin not on sat but, sunday... serioulsy who has parties on sundays... gezz... pissed me offf so much.... anyway... i told my mom to go ot the mall with me... she baught me 2 pairs of pants... and these kool shoes.... and another shirt at sears... I love em.... and megan baught me a shirt from sears too!!! :D But, i felt bad... and i told my mom she could take em back... but, of course she was like no... i still want like so much more... thats why i need/want a job! BUt, yah... I came back home... ANd i realized sarah forgot my bday! and alot of other ppl didnt even call me to say anythin..... it really hurt... but, whatever... SO ya I was depressed again... then I saw gloria online and i told her to stay the night so she did... and i got happy... we took soo many pics lol... and yes we had fun.... Today - We woke up... i made us breakfeast... egg cheese sandwhiches... yumm... and then we went to her house... and i talked to bonnie... I love heR shes great... she started cring about Roy (its his bday today) it was sad.... I almost started cring to but, she quit... so i quit lol... and then me and gloria washed her moms and my car.... lol... and now tonight i think glorias comin over and we are gonna rent movieS! lol k well i g2g my hand hurts from typin so dang much... lol Sunday... Current Mood: thirsty Current Music: shirley temple (Comment on this)
Monday, September 26th, 2005
11:30 am	Poop on My SHOE Today is soooooooo boring........ I wanna do something!!! SOooooooooooo yeahhhhhhhhhhhh........... okkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk..................... byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Current Mood: awake Current Music: Mexicans (Comment on this)
Sunday, September 25th, 2005
10:09 pm	Mexian Parties are the besT ... On Sunday Sept 24th (yesterday).... I was gonna go to hang out with sarah so I got dressed and went to angels and I was waitin for sarah to call me... and I get a call.... and its weston... so weird... lol... he's so funny... but, I dont know... Cody said he was married and stuff... and the last thing I heard he moved... and all the sudden he's back and wants to hang out... it was just weird... but, yeah i told him i'd go visit him if sarah didnt call me back... but, she did... so i mest her at saddleback.... and nathan was outside to greet me.... charlie, jason, and kristy came too... Sooo we get to the BIG party... ANd its nothin but, MExicans.... and spanish music.... and yes.... it was very weird... and I felt a lil outta place lol..... But, we all just went in the back yard and we were listenin to the DJ lol... and then they played some rap.... and we ate some cake lol.... and then yeah... I had 1 shot... and yeah thats all cuz i was drivin and stuff... sooo we were leavin.... charlie is funny... he triped over this sprinkler... haha... and yes... Soo we went back to Charlies... and yah lol... I decided I wanted to leave... and then sarah walked me to the car and she said she wanted to go see weston with me cuz, he called me again lol... so we told lizzy to tell every1 we'll be back.... so I talked to him for like 5 mins and asked him if he was married and shit and had a kid lol... but, i guess he says no.... so i dunno and then lizzy called and said every1 left and for sarah to get her purse so we left.... and we got her purse and then she stayed the night... it was kool... i never get to see my lil sarah pooh lol... she was tellin me if she died today she wouldnt care and stuff.... but, seriously if anything happend to her..... i'd be a completly differnt person... I think with any of my friends though... hmm so yeah... Well, ummmm and we just talked all night about everything.... and fell asleep in eachothers arms... haha jk we just fell asleep. TOday - I woke up early.... me and sarah watched the notebook... it was he 1st time... so i was excited lol... and she didnt even cry lol... sounds weird.... Sooo I got dressed and we went to her apartments she got dressed.... and then we went and saw wedding crashers... OMG thats a great movie.... I loved it... And then we went to jack n the box.... and these 2 mexicans kept staring at me and i waved and they waved back and smiled lol it was great and i did the call me sign and they did it back ... haha... yes! Mexican men are funny.... So yeah, I just went to Angeliques for a lil bit.... and then went home... I cut my moms hair... and i styled it... woahhhhh I love it... it makes her look younger and more in style lol... cuz, shes just had the same hair due for God only knows how long.... Soo yes... I hope she keeps it up the way I told her.. maybe I'll take pics of it or somethin... well, yeah... And now im just on here I think im gonna go to bed soon im tired... k well love u bye! Current Mood: sore Current Music: darsons dolls - coin operated boy (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 24th, 2005
11:12 am	On Tuesday (sept 20th) I was woke up by the sound of my cell phone...... SO I answered it.... And I heard the most beautiful voice on the other end.... it was TOmmy... lol... he asked if I could take him into town to get his books for school.... SO I was like um ok but, I had to take a shower... So I did and got dressed and went over... and then Gloria went out to my car and talked to me for a few seconds... lol and then we picked up lizzy... I was in a weird mood... I dont know why... probably the rain... and My lip hurt and tommy kept tring to make me laugh! grr! SO yeah... umm they ended up ditching me and goin with Elena... SO I had to drive home in the rain... and yah I dont like to drive in it ecspecially alone... So that sucked.... then I went and babysat... I got 20 bucks so thats kool shit.... and then I guess I just went home and did nothing? lol I cant remember? so ya Wens- (sept 21st) I didnt do anythin... I just studied.... and then I cleaned (just the kitchen) And then We celebrated Megans bday cuz Lil ricky was there... And we ate cake and stuff... Trish made it dayumm it was good cake... And then Me, My dad, trish and my MOm were watching the longest yard and my dad kept laughin at the gay cheerleaders... and um then a freakin scorpion was on the rug and me and trish screamed and my dad killed it and just left it there lol... And I was like dad u saved our lives u here...haha... And then after the movie trish was like where the hell did it go... and I was like dad i take it back u are not no hero, u cant just tap it and think its dead u like wuss.... so Yea I found it and killed it... it was gross... and then I went to bed... Thurs-(sept 22nd) I just cleaned up and stuff...... ANd I asked gloria to stay the night... so she did... it was fun!... We went online lol... (so kool) and she was watching this nasty mario bros thing and laughin her head off... and then she was reading this picture thing and it said I LOVE SEX... and she read it outloud... and then I saw my dad standing by the door and he heard that... and I kept laughin and shes like what? what? and then she noticed... and my dad's like "u need to stop lookin at that kinda stuff" haha it was funny... then I made grilled cheese sandwitches for her, me and my mom.... and we watched Monster n law... it was funny... then we layed down to go to bed... and we heard like a tappin noise and she was like what the hell was that... and it kept goin every time she moved and i was like its u stupid and we just busted up laughin... and we just talked about everything lol.... yeah it was fun i think we went to bed at like 3 or so... Friday - (sept 23rd) (MEGANS BDAY) I woke up got in the shower... ANd me, Megan, Gloria, Aliva(the baby) and my sisters friend dayna went into town.... we ate at chipotle... it was yumm... and then we went to the mall and stuff... and I was holdin alivia and she barffed outside of ancor blue... lol there was this big pile it was nasty... and I was like here gloria take her and we were crackin up and she just left it there and ppl walked in it ... GROSs... haha... and then we went to mc donalds so gloria could eat and me and gloria fed the baby lol... and then we were goin to find megan and I noticed the baby had shit herself and then I was ut o we have a leaker lol... so we went to the bathroom and I had to go to the bathroom and GLoria was changing her and Damn that baby was cring like woah lol... and then we went to walmart and i droped gloria off at codys... and then I went to angeliques... It was me, angel, robert, jessica, kegan, and eva (angels mom) and Her mom was teaching us DISCO dancing lol.. it was fun... and it was kinda actually hard... and yeah..... so then they all wanted to go to the dollar movies and it was like 10 already and I was like nothing is even gonna be playin lets just go to my house and watcha movie.... but, noooo1 listened to me.... so we went anyway and umm yea all the lights were off and stuff... and I was like I dont mean to say I told u so but, i told u so..... and they were all like shut up lol... and then we went to club la rue just so i could see where it was lol... (we were all in roberts car) and then I asked if they could take me to where sarah was some mexican restraunt bar place lol... and so we were drivin out and there were all theses cars drivin kinda krazy... and I thin they were racin... and I was like watch out robert these ppl are krazy.... and right when I said that I hear ERRRRRRRHHHHHH and this car almost crashed into us by like a foot.... it was weird cuz, I just said that.... and probably if i didnt say that we would have got crashed into.... and we would have died cuz damn that car was goin purdy fast.... and then I visited sarah and she was drunk lol it was funny... this black guy called us over and were talkin but, i had to leave cuz damn i was gonna pee and then i used her id cuz u had to be 21 and they let me in lol... and then i just pee'd and then I saw simon (sarahs friend) he was drunk too lol.... and he yelled out to me "I LOVE U" and i was like uhh ok ... but, I had forgot that I told him that the other night lol .... so yeah I wanted to stay with her but, i had to drive angel and jess home from roberts in lil rock... so we all just went to dennys and OMG I was like overly tired cuz, i was being so goofy.... it was fun and then deigo came there and he's funny.... and then we went to kegans and them 4 were all makin out outside on the grass... as once again i had no1.... but, :( yeah whatever and I wsas freezin and tired and just wanted to go home and I wish I just stayed with Sarah.... but, whatever... lol and then i went home and went to bed TODAY - just woke up..... Im supposed to go to the movies tonight and get drunk with sarah tonight... we'll see lol..... And my bday is oct 4th dont forget... or i'll be saD! k love u bye! Current Mood: thirsty Current Music: senses fail (Comment on this)
Monday, September 19th, 2005
6:47 pm	I've been havin fun lately... On Friday... I just bummed it... but, then I got dressed.... went to Gabe Bday party for a while... and then... Me, Gloria, Lizzy, and COdy went to the movies at 9:20 to see that Emily ROsE movie... it was soo scary... and kinda just freaky cuz... what if that really happend to u or some1 u knew... that'd be krazy.... So yahh there was so black motha' fucka' up in ther that ruined it though... she kept saying "OHHh HELL NO" in the most blackest ghettoest voice ever... So I told Lizzy to tell GLoria to say it out loud the next time somethin scary happend in the movie... So she did it and everybody laughed... it was SOOO FUNNY! And there was a part in the movie where this guy gets hit by a car and COdy jumped like 10 feet in the air haha... But, yeah after the movie... We all went to IN & OUT... Sarah and her "friend" Simon came and hung out and stuff... we all were just laughing having a super fun goofy time and Lizzy hamburger was raw... eek... lol so was codys but he ate it anyway.... We were doin qoutes from MALIBU.... it was fun... and then I got gas... and then took cody home... and then lizzy and gloria were stayin the night at my house... so gloria asked bonnie... but, she was sleepin... and she said yeah dont dance in front of mirrors... lol.. and gloria was like ook.... And then we got to my house and went online... and I got this rude comment from this bitch on myspace... and yes it made me sad... but, pshh whatever... lol... Soon I'll be havin money to get whatever plastic surgery I may need... haha.... but, I dont think I ever would... BUt, I do want bigger lips lol... and yes... sooo anyway that ruined my night... But, GLoria and lizzy cheered me up... we watched crossroads and some of napoleon.... and they were doin scene from emily rose... haha... we had fun... and my mom was like do u know its 4 in the mornin... so we went to bed... but, gloria wouldnt shut the hell up lol... askin some crazy ?'s... like woah... And yeah... so we fell asleep at like 5:30 am... Saturday... we woke up at like 10 cuz, every1 in my house is loud... and then they hung out for like an hour then I took them home... And then I got dressed and went to that salon place... sooo weird... I was like the only white person... but, I dont know I think I pretty much have the job once I get my license cuz, she likes me and stuff... sooo We will see.... and then I hung out at Angeliques for a while... They said my feet stink lol :( THEY DID... haha.... ANd then I came home and went to bed... cuz I WAS SO TIRED... SUnday..... I went to the inkslingers ball with bonnie, tommy, and lizzy.... At first I didnt really wanna go.... cuz, I was like what am I gonna do there... But, BOnnie really wanted to so I did... We got there and I thought it was cool... a lot of ppl with tattoos.... its so amazing... I wish I was brave enough to do some of that stuff... Well, I got my lip peirced... It didnt even hurt... I was just super nervous lol... And yeah... Bonnie pretty much made me do it... if she didnt tell me to sit down and ur gettin it i probably would have chickened out.... but, I am happy I got it done cuz, I've been wanting one.... and then TOmmy did his too... it looks good... He kept saying u got ur lip peirced Ashley... and he kept saying "I got my freakin lip peirced" haha... he's funny.... and then he was tring to move my lip ring down and it hurt like woah haha... and yeah... then we got to his house after walmart and we just hung out... and then I cut his hair... and waxed elenas eyebrows.... and then tommy was like do u wanna go to the movies so we did... I invited becka... we held hands for like 6.2 seconds cuz yeah lol...we watched the longest yard... it was funnier than i thought it would be.... then we went to my car... becka was makin sex noises lol... and then we went to jack n the bock and ate... and then me, and backa were singing to the black ppl music! yeah... it was fun.. then I took every1 home... and went to bed... MOnday (tODay) Angelique woke me up and asked if i could watch her bro so i said yeah... so i went there at like 11:30ish and I was watchin the sureal life... and that guy with the red hair show on vh1... and then I watch maury... and then i watched like 3 episodes of luguna beach... (i think i like that show it addicting lol) and then I came home and then I watch dr. phill with my mom lol... and a lil bit of tyra... and as u can see i have been very bored today but, its ook lol... well, i thnk im gonna take a shower... k love u bye! Current Mood: headache Current Music: toby keith (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 15th, 2005
11:54 pm	I'm okay! So yeah... I dont really remember whats been goin on since I wrote in here... I am still waiting for my stateboard date though... I need to get it soon... cuz, I want a job! I have no life @ home and I cant go nowhere without askin my parents for money and I hate that shit!... On last thurs - Sept 8th- Lizzy and me had decided to wake up early and go into town and get breakfeast somewhere... so she woke me up at like 7:30 and I took a shower then I called Gloria to see if she wanted to go... and she did... so yea... When I was drivin to get lizzy my check engine light was on and the gas light.... so we went to get gas and it was smoking... so I took it home for my Dad to fix and lol yeah he didnt.... SO I picked up Gloria We went to walmart to get my oil change... And then we walked to Jack n the box.... and the mexican had on krazy eyeliner and of course Gloria talked about every1 in there lol... and yeah... I got jizz yoke on my boob... and then we went back to walmart... I went to open a bank account there and got a free gifT! YAY! And the girls were tring on close and so I did too... lol we looked like danceRS! And then we went to my school and then starbucks and the dollar store and then we were gonna see a movie but, they wouldnt let us into wedding crashers cuz they didnt have id.... psh that sucked... and then we went to autozone and they didnt have what I needed... and then as I was walking out an asain man with rotten teef ask me for a dollar cuz he had a to call some1... so I just handed him my phone to use lol... (I think Lizzy and Gloria were scared and locked themselves in the car lol) And so he dialed a number and gave it back like 2 secs later and said it was busy... and I called it back and it wasnt even a real number and it was all outta service... lol that bizatch just wanted a dollar... Im suprised he didnt just throw my phone at my head and say "I ASKED FOR A DOLLAR BITCH" lol u know kinda like on scary movie... but, yeah then we just went home... and I think they went to bed cuz they were tired... I dont remember what I did? BUt, yeah... I think I had an ok day.... On Friday I THINK I just bummed it and cleaned? Saturday... I went to magic moutain with SArah and Nathan....Nathan drove... and he almost killed us lol he's a bad driver! OMG Magic moutain is soo much fun! I love that place... I love being on the roller coasters and feeling refreshed and like I have no worried like a lil kid and it just feels great... We got on all the good rides so I was happy... I think Gallioth is my favorite...Well, then we got home... I was so sore and tired... I just went home and fell asleep... Sunday... I woke up to go to church but didnt make it :( and then I went to angeliques and hung out... cut Jessicas hair... its short.. but, cute... I like it... she said every1 at school likes it... so thats kool... Then I went home and ate a bbq... then went and did samanthas nails... she gave me 15 bucks :D woah i was happy! LoL...and after that was finally over.... I went and was talkin to Becka about some krazyness... Aww she is greaT... I have so much fun with her... and then Lizzy came and ruined it all.... lol jp I love her too.... ITS like DOUBLE the fun! I dont know how they are not close... I'd be crackin up all the time if I was them.... We'll I found out that Becka has hairy nipples that night lol... and ummm ppl were talkin about some1 probably wont be able to find the hole lol... and yes it was soooo funny... Then all the sudden we all got quite and I was like damn Im tired lol so I went home and went to bed.... MOnday... Dont think I did anything @ all... Tueday... I went into town with Gloria, lizzy and tommy,... Gloria and Tommy went to school and stuff..... and I had to go to nail plus and sallys and walmart... and yeah... We ate at taco bell of course... and I spilled soda on my pants lol... and yah... We went back to Glorias and I did Gloria's eyebrows with my new wax (I LIKE IT)... Lizzy and tommy were watching lol... I wanted to do tommys but, he said no... lol... ANd then I did Gloria's nails... black tips with clear/silver glitter things... there krazyful... and Gloria likes them and Bonnie thinks there THE BOMB lol... and then Bonnie told me to take Lizzy home at like 12 so I did... and then I went back to watch movies with gloria... but, no1 was answering sO I knocked on Beckys window and no1 still came out so I was gonna leave and then I heard some1 go... its ashley lol... Becky got scared and had Aaron see who it was it was cute... so yeah me and Gloria watched hearts and Souls... we laughed a lot... and yeah... then it was like 2am so I went home and went to bed... Wens ... I woke up... picked tommy up from school.... he asked where do u wanna go eat at... So I just drove us to the BK lounge... he gave money to this bum guy lol... and he saw his friend Melissa and her bf there and he was talkin to them... and yeah I dont really like that girl cuz..... umm yea.... LOL... well, I didnt b4 back in the day... but, u know its like u just are like whatever now... lol...he baught me a wopper with no cheese and no onions.... so we ate.... and then we left and I got gas... and then.... we went back to his house... I was tired so I layed on GLorias bed... and then Tommy was playin the drums so I couldnt sleep... and then I watched him play dashboard confessional... and then play along to my mix... he's really good... Makes me wanna learn... but, I dont think thats possible... cuz, yeah... Well, then becky came home and her tummy is gettin a lil pooch... :D its cute... haha... Then she asked if I could take her into town cuz she had to pick up a car.... so i was like ok... and then she was gettin dressed... Ricky came over... and he threw taco sauce at me... haha... then they all were yelling at me cuz, they are like theyre Mom doesnt need to go to the tattoo convention... lol... AND THe Tyra BAnks show called me... they wanted to know if I could go to there show but, yeah I didnt get back to them on time... but, next tues I think WE are goin.... But, yeah so me becky and gloria went into town... We dropped of KFC at dermagraphics for Aaron... then me and gloria followed Beckys krazy speeding butt to KFC lol... yeah and then we ate there and then.... I went to beauty school and they went home... I hung out with crystal for a while.... and then I said hi to Mr. Tank and stuff lol.... then I went home... and Went online and talked to Lizzy.... and thats all I think and went to bed... Today - thurs- I was gonna go to see Tyra with lizzy... but, it didnt work out... so maybe next Tuesday.... So I woke up from my LIL ricky sayin wake up Ashley... :D And so I did and Megan wanted me to take him to get his hair cut but, I just ended up doin it... then Megan took us to get bgr basket and it was so good! lol... And yea... I rode on the tractor thingy today it was fun lol... and then I was pretty much bored and tired so I went to bed at like 9 and woke up like at 10:30 lol... and now Im doing this... I dont know what Im doin tomorrow... I wanna see Bleed the Dream... Gabe is havin a bday party tomorrow...so yeah I guess I have to stay home for that for at least a lil bit.... oh yeah I talked to the salon ppl by the pizza factory askin if they were hiring... and they were like Y? and I was like cuz I just graduated... but, I still have to go to state board.. and they were like do u know how to do nails... and i was like yeah but, not that good lol.. (guess I shouldnt have said that) but, they took my name and number and said they were doing glammor shots on sat and I should go and see how its like and stuff and they said they'll talk to me more then... SO yeah Im kinda excited about that... :D well, Im gonna go now ttyl love u bye! Current Mood: calm Current Music: emanuel (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 6th, 2005
4:12 pm	Tell Me who ShouLd I be?.... So my days have been ok... Friday... I watched Cry Baby... I love that movie... then I got ready to go to the fair with Gloria... but, shit happend... and I ended up goin with my sister megan and lil ricky and vitus... it was cool... I went on rides with ricky.... dang he didnt wanna wait in the lines and he was yellin at the ppl in front of him like woah... So they left me there and took my car cuz Vitus had to work (gosh i cant stand him... he is such a prick to ricky) And i didnt wanna leave so I hung out with my friend celena for a lil bit... and then with sarah and nathan.... we watched the hypnotist and i was tring to get picked so i gave sarah my cell and camera to hold... and i didnt get picked of course... but, yeah... She lost my cell... gosh i was mad... I texted it and stuff... and they finally called and the guy lived in lake la so i met him at saddleback.... dayumm he was hot... All i know is he has a white truck (no not ricky lol) and yeah so i went home and went to bed. Sat. I went to the fair again with Sarah.... it was fun... we were grubbin... we got a funnel cake and shared it... OMG they are so great... and then we had ice cream dots bannasplit.... yumm... and then we went on the zipper twice... so that was good for me lol... And we saw michelle, lizzy, charlie, and tommy there too... and yeah... after the zipper we just ate somemore... lol... we got corn on the cob... and i baught corn kettle for my mom and cotten candy for tommy lol... and then i just went home and went to bed.... Sunday... I just stayed home all day... went online... I found out some ppl lie about dumb things lol... My dad was workin on my breaks (he says there still not finished and he has to work on them still) so i was online and i asked becka if she wanted to go to matts and she was like yeah and thomas was gonna go too... but, i had no car so it didnt work out like that... so i was like we'll cant u drive us to starbucks... and she asked her mom and she said she could... and then her mom wanted to go and sammy too..... so we all just drove to starbucks and i got a vanilla cream frap... and then we went to the new super walmart.... TOTALLY AMAZING LOL.... yeah they have a haircuttin place in there lol... im so gonna work there haha... and becka kept farting like all loud and stuff lol... we saw aaron and becky there too gettin stuff for the beach.... and then we go mc donalds.... lol.. smushy fries are the BEST... haha... and then... we went home... and i went online and yeahhhh i went to bed at like 3am lol.... MOnday.... I woke up at like 7. Me, my mom. dad, and ricky went to the lake.... my aunt georgia and uncle wayne anad cousins amelia and jolene were there.... we went on the boat.... ricky loved it... I went to get a doughnut and theyre were ants on it lol... and i was like here dad do u want this and handed it to him... and he was like why what did u do to it... i guess he didnt hear me say there were ants and i guess he was blind cuz there was a lot on it.... and he kept askin and then he looked in the box and then he saw them and then he was like u asshole... haha it was great.... and then my dad and amelia wake boarded... and then we went to my aunts... i fell asleep... and then they were like were leavin now... and then i was like MOM lets go to sonic.... so we did and we got food and i got a cherry limade... and a sonic butterfinger blast.... ummm... lol.... and then we went home and yeah i went online for a bit and talked to lizzy and tommy.... and then i went to sleep... Tuesday/Today.... nothing too exciting... talked on the phone to some friends... and yeah... watches some tv... i was watchin a show called home somethin i think and its where they help ppls wishes and stuff... well, it made me cry.... cuz this girl was like runited with her dad... and yeah lol it was a bit emo.... Well, me and lizzy might go to town if her mom lets her.... so yeah... I feel like cuttin some1s hair or doing nails..... but, yeah... okk well... im gonna go love u bye! Current Mood: lazy Current Music: fefe dobson (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 1st, 2005
11:12 am	Save a horse... Ride a Cowboy!!! Umm yes, yesterday... I cleaned... and got dressed and went to the fair with my buddy GLoria.... it was kinda a date... cuz, she paid for everything... I was just the driver lol.... I lOVE HER! We ALWAYS have the best time..... ON the way we were listenin to my mixed cd... And we were singin Hawthorne Heights - Ohio... We were like gettin so into it... lol...and I was doing the screamo part and I was like woah the best... sometimes I wish I was a guy just to scream like that... anyway GLoria start busting up laughing at me..... sayin "u think u really can do it good" and it was funny, cuz..... I did think so... haha ... lol well, for a girl lol... It was good stuff though... Anyhow... we were counting 3 dollars in change for parking and we were 15 cents short.. so I went to beauty school and asked my friend for a quarter lol.... and I said hi to everyone... and tank the instructor.. was totally checking me out... cuz my boobs were like BAMmm... lol.. and... so anyhow we went to the fair and we watched some gay street beat team crap... and then the hypnotist.... and then walked around and then watched the street beat team again and the hypnotist.... and OMG it was soo funny! I wanna be a hypnotist... since i was like 7 I have always wanted to be one.... but, yea... I dunno how lol... I think itd be easy.... ANyhow.... There were 3 guys up there totally funny... they thought they were on the swan.... then this guy had like fingernail and toenail implants... cuz, they just stopped growing... and then they thought they won the womans olympics and they jumped out of the crowd and started huggin ppl.... and then the hot guy looked at me and I opened my arms and he ran up to me and hugged me like he had known me forever..... it was so fuckin great.... I even told gloria... Im so huggin that guy... not really thinkin he'd come up to me but, he did... it was just fantastic.... well, then they were coyote ugly dancers and were grinding on the guys in the audience and this one guy got on top of this other guy and was like riddin him like a pony like oMG.... sooo funny... ANd they were playin the song.... Save a horse ride a cowboy (i luv that song lol) it went so good with it..... but, yeah thats about it then we went to taco bell... and ummm we had big kool-aid smiles..... lol... and then we drove home... and guess wtf happens... I hit a fuckin bunny! I was so pissed...... I never hit anything (other than mice maybe) and then I did that....... grrr!! I was soo mad/sad.... but, gloria was laughin... she is so evil lol. Well, then we went back to her pad... and played a lil mario bros 2.... lol... and then I went home... and today i think im goin to the fair cuz, its dollar day.... woohooooo.... anyway... k g2g.. love u bye! Current Mood: calm Current Music: Save a horse! Ride a cowboy!... that songs in my head (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 30th, 2005
10:39 pm	Cinderella...... Cinderella.... Today has been pretty boring... I woke up at like 1... took a shower... and went online..... cleaned the kitchen.... and cleaned the bathroom.... and now I still have to finish everything else.... Probably do it tomorrow.... I was distracted on my cleaning cuz, I had to call Matt... we talked on the phone for almost 2 hours.... it was fun talk... lol.... He is kinda krazy.... u all told me he was differnt.... but, I dunno.... seems like a typical guy... ha... maybe a lil sweeter.... but, I'm sure if I was down.... he'd be down lol.... anyhow.... he wants me to call him back at 12.... I will if Im still awake lol.... anyway... thats about it.... Well... love u bye! AsHLEy Current Mood: WHatever Current Music: spitalfield (Comment on this)
12:23 am	Today was great.... I went to Glorias... I cut her hair... and then We just hung out... I talked to Bonnie... and Tommy for a lil bit.... and becky and Aaron too... And then we decided to go to the movies..... so me gloria and lizzy went.... we watched 40 year old virgin.... it was sooo funny! I loved it.... I gotta buy that when it goes on dvd! and probably even go see in in the dollar movies haha... and then we went to wendys to get hot tasty french fries with ketchup.... and the power freakin goes out.... it was weird/funny.... ha... so we just still were standin in line like krazy ppl lol and then we went to doubles and got food... and then we drove home and dropped of lizzy... and then i went to glorias and we played old school nintendo Mario bros 3... the best game ever made.... And then thats about it... I came home and got online and yes.... im bored... well ok...I love hangin out with Gloria... I miss her all the time! lol...well yes love u bye! Current Mood: grateful Current Music: head automatica (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, August 28th, 2005
9:56 pm	ThaNk U JeSuS! Lets see... on Friday I had a pretty horrible day... I woke up feelin pretty good... I wanted to get an outfit for graduation.... So I got dressed to go to the mall and took Christina with me.... I got there and I gave christina my keys to put in her purse.... and then I met Megan there... I found cute pants at Torrid for 58 bucks... and a shirt for 28 and I had like 45... so yes I was gonna get 40 percent off cuz sarahs sis works there so i just put the on layway.... and megan left and christina went with her cuz i had to go to school... Soo five minutes go by and i was like SHIT.... I dont have my keys so i go look for them and cant find them... and then I was tryin to call them and no1 picked up.... it sucked so my friend jackie gave me a ride to school.... They werent even gonna let me stay cuz i wasnt in uniform and i didnt have my time card (it was in my car... duhh) but, I was gonna cry.... so yes they let me.... Then they started talkin about how i still owe money and that stressed me even more... and then I was gettin all emotional at school.... and then I was cring like the whole time... it sucked... like my 2nd to last day and Im cring I should be happy.... geez..... So my hair hair over processed in the back so I that bugged me a lil but, it was still the least of my worries... then megan calls me and starts yellin at me to go outside and get my keys.... and so i go and she yells at me again and I just loose it and hit her and cry.... wooah talk about a mental breakdown lol... and she was like whats wrong... and i told her i owe 350.... and i dont have it.... so she leaves... and next thing i know my moms waitin for me in the front... and so i sit down.... and she is like why are u cring and imlike im not.... and then i cry lol and i was like i wanna go home!!! And I broke down and told her everythin... and she was like dont cry about it.... if we owe it we will pay it... but, im gonna go talk to them cuz im not payin what i dont owe... and every1 is walkin by and what is it about when u try to keep ur cool and hold in ur tears and then some1 just has to go "awww whats wrong are u ok" and trys to hug u.... why do i always cry more? I hate it when ppl do that lol... So yeah my Mom was like u dont need to be all stressed out b4 ur graduation and sad.... And then my DAd is like "its coming out of ur savings" Pshhhh that sucks but, whatever.... I'll never see that money anyway sometimes i forget i have it cuz my Dad wont let me take any out since he opened the account for me when I was in like the 5th grade... Soo yeah it was just a bad day.... and then I fixed my hair... kinda... and then it hit me... "im graduating tomorrow OMG" and I was all happy and proud of myself.... So yes... I went home did some test and went to bed.... then sat (8/27/05) I woke up early... my Mom gave me my graduation present... a pair of good scissor.... woah i love them... then I got dressed... went into town with my Mom and Megan... I got those pants I wanted and a differnt shirt... My MOM is great :)... And then Megan baught me CRY BABY dvd for my present! I've been wanting that forever... and my Mom baught me.... Duce Bigalow, and Romy and Micheles's high school reunion (plus beauty shop the other day).... and then they took me to school... and then my friends baught me balloons and stuff... and a princess crown.... and a wand... and it made me so happy.... I seriously appreciated that so much... I felt loveD! Not that they spent money on me... just knowin that they cared and stuff... I am dissapointed that some of my friends didnt show up... ecspecially the ones that said they would.... but, whatever... I guess I know who my real friends there really were.... So my aunt and uncle and cousin amelia, megan, mom, dad, trish, and Sarah came... This girl Britney was graduating too... I never really talked to her until like a week ago... but, she is nice... so i said do u just wanna graduate at the same time? and she was like yea .... so we did at 4:30.... So I went up in front of everyone... (gezzz I felt like i was gonna have an anxiety attack) I was so nervous.... The teachers said there lil speaches and Mrs. C. (my fav instructor) Said Ashley... ThANK U JESUS ?HALLALuiah?... and every1 was laughin.... and she was just sayin how great of a person I am and sweet and quite and soft spoken and she had to literally put her ear up to my mouth to hear what I was sayin... and said I always do this shy face and tilt my head... and then I guess I did it at that moment cuz she was like see like what she is doin now... and then I turned so red and faced the other way... it was embaressin and Landon was watchin... :) that means he loves me!... Well, I didnt cry... but, I think if I would have said my thanks I would have... but, I chickened out but, now I wish I did... anyhow... we ate cake and ice cream.... and then we went out to eat... the Outback.... OMG that place is great and the waiter was hot... my mom asked whats the special of the day and the guy was like halicoff(or somekinda fishes name) and my mom and dad ordered that...and dad ordered fish (it stunk) so yes they get the bill and I guess there food was 40 bucks a plate... and my mom was complainin... so embaressin.... and they figured out what happend.... my mom is deaf... she thought the guy said it was half off... but, they took 60 dollers off the bill anyway... lol my mom felt dumb... it was funny....my aunt and uncle and amelia gave me a card with a check for 50 bucks also... :D... tho... and then me and sarah went to the dollar movie and saw madagasscar or thatever it is... and then I drove home and i was fallin asleep on the way but, i made it and then I talked to tommy and lizzy online for a lil bit and then went to bed... and then today I woke up and went to church... I feel so much better now... I've been missin that... and then I just been bummin it.... this week i wanna do stuff and go places.... we'll see... k love u bye! Current Mood: accomplished/relieved Current Music: Greenday (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 23rd, 2005
12:02 am	JUst BoreD... So today I woke up early cuz I had to babysit my lil Ricky! Aww I love him! If I EVER have a kid I want him to be like him... he's great... Im so attached to him.... I hope nothing ever happens to him I'd just loose it.... Sooo it was fun.... we watched Little Monsters... and he was scared... I seriouly love that movie... I used to watch it when I was lil all the time... and yeah... its so funny to me... anyway... so we watched that... we took a nap... yes i love naps... And then I had to do christina's hair for pictures.... damn Im good.... it looked so cute... and then I was gonna be late to school so i just got dressed super quick... and i made it on time thank God! ANd I took my last test.... well, i have 2 big written test left... but, i am doin those tomorrow... then after that im all set... i just still have to find money to pay the school.... im tring not to think of all that though... just depresses me.... soo i asked this cute guy if he wanted to go to wendys with me for lunch cuz he is new... but, NOT gay... he's surfer lookin.... but, hes like 17... sooo yes... we just ate and came back and I left at ten... and went to sarahs for a bit... and then listened to dane cook on the way home.... he's soo weird lol... and then got online and now im talkin to lizzy and tommy... and im probably goin to bed soon... so yes.. ttyl love u bye! Current Mood: numb Current Music: Blink 182 (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 21st, 2005
12:29 pm	The Mexican ice cream man is beepin his horn....lol Soo.... I've been busy with school.... tring to get in early to make up hours.... cuz, yes... they are saying I owe ALOT of money... that I do not have.... its total bs.... but, yeah... I am trying my best to just get out of there.... and if I dont pay the money I dont get to go to state board... SO I am gonna have to ask my Mom and Dad for money again.... of course... I hate doing that... When I finally think I am gonna be somewhat independent I have to ask them for this money.... they are gonna flip.... I might just try to get a loan.... or i think i have money in my savings account my dad never lets me take it out since i was like 8.... but, seriously I think I am gettin screwed by the school.... but, I dont know how to argue my points and stuff... I hate that.... I wish I could just not be so freaking sweet and just be a bitch and not have ppl push me around... I just usually avoid drama.... and I let it be..... anyway... other than school ive been sleepin and stuff.... kinda depressed this whole week... once again i feel like i have no1.... Kyle hates me.... Im sure... but, i texted him yesterday for his bday and said happy bday... and he said thank u.... soo i dunno....anyhow i also feel like a failure... like i cant do anything right.... i try to do this beauty school thing but, i know its just not gonna work.... i dont have a passion for it like all the other ppl.... its fun sometimes and i like knowing how to do it but, it being my LIFE freakin career.... i dont know it just isnt me i dont think.... UNLESS i make bank and stuff then i'll love it... lol... im confused... and super stressed.... and sad cuz im gonna miss all my friends at school..... i love them so much... but, yes... I dont wanna grow up completely.... lol.... cuz, now i know its like I'll have to work like until im 80 now.... and its so depressing... geezzz.... but, at least i have no kids to take care of or anything crazy like that.... I wanna be a cook.... thats what i wanna do.. i like to cook and eat... so how perfect is that? my friends love how i cook and so does my family.... i just dont have the time to cook like i used to .... i remember when i was so lil cookin... it was fun.... but, yeah... maybe someday.... or physical thearapist... that'd be cool... yes... this beauty school thing was something just to do... or else i'd still be a loser with no college... so i am glad i did it... and I pray it all works out... I cant believe I am almost done... its been a year.... it seemed like it went by so quick... yet, took forever...... I Dont want a graduation I am too shy and like I said I will cry my eyes out... and thats not good.... lol... well, anyway I am gonna go now... talk to u later.... love u byE! Current Mood: stressed Current Music: The Beaners Horn! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, August 14th, 2005
12:35 am	LiMo guys arE HOT WEll, today was boring for the most part... I slept till 10... watched Bad boys... cuz, i never seen em fell asleep of the last 10 mins... and so I'll have to finish that and then watch bad boys 2.... lol and then I slept till like 5 or so.... I think lol.... i know it was a long time... But, yeah then I got online and me and lizzy wanted to go to the movies... so i got ready... and then of course it was to late to see a movie by the time i was done.... so me lizzy and becka just went to starbucks and... mc donalds... woah that guy was sexy! i think he didnt even notice our boobs lol.... and then I went to the bank... and then to ampm... and then to savon to get the booze for the big PArty... lol.... and sarah gave me her dane cook cd... so we listened to it... it was ok... not as funny as his other one... and then some old guys in a limo started talkin to us stickin there head out and stuff... the cowboy one was pretty hot... lol lizzy... I asked u 1st.... I would have flashed them but, i had to drive... so yes... well, kyle wanted to hang out...he texted me with... wanna hang out and i was like yah i guess what are we gonna do... and he was like eachother... and i was like no we arent krazy, and since we arent u probably dont wanna hang out now... and he was like "were hanging out cuz we love eachother" and i didnt say nothin back... and then he put "guess u dont wanna be my girlfriend" and so i called him and i was like what was that gf thing about... and he is like u dont wanna be my girl thats my friend... and im like o stop it with ur mixed signals... lol ... and he was like shut up woman... and i was like okk... so he was like wanna hang out and i was like hangin out with lizzy and becka ... i told him he could of hung out with us if he wanted... but, he didnt wanna so whatever... but, i had fun now i guess im off to bed... or watch a movie or somethin! love u bye! Current Mood: thirsty Current Music: nada (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, August 13th, 2005
2:10 am	Are u listening!?!?! Well... yes... Im a loser and didnt go to school today... But, I felt so I dunno... emo... so I went to ANgeliques.... and I did her nails... woah there cute... black acrylic tips with silver glitter acrylic... there differnt than usual nails... Well, her and Jessica cheered me up... And so... Angel was goin somewhere with Robert and she asked if we wanted to go but, I didnt feel like it... And kyle kept texting me seeing if we were gonna hang out... and I was like only if jess and kegan go... and at first he was like naw... but, then he said ok... so I picked up kegan in pdale... and we waited for kyle at IHOP... and then Kyle was like u guys wanna blow up something... and i was like what... and he said a watermelon... and so we got a watermelon at food for less and Kyle said some black ppl stunk... that was funny... and then we went to a parking lot and he made a bomb thingy... and I was like let me take a picture... and he was like why so u can put it on myspace? and i was like yeah... and he was like no... and i was just kiddin and i was like strike a pose.... and he totally freaked out on me... he's like seriously dont if u do i'll get pissed... and I was like woahhh ok.... and I was like wtf is that shit about (thinkin to myself) and so me jess and kegan were just takin pics... and I was like r u sure u dont want a pic with me kyle? all sad... and he was like yea later... sooo yeah... I think he was feelin bad for being so weird.... who knows maybe he thought I was gonna tell that girl Im his gf or somethin... But, Im not that lame... seriously... I dont know why he got so weird but, it was kinda messed up.... And jess and kegan were all cute and giggley and cuddeley and affectionate.... and I asked kyle why arent u like that with me? And he was like i guess im not affectionate... and I was like guess not.... I dunno I just like holdin hands... its sweet... So I started rubbin his tigh in the car lol.... and he was like o dang ur in the mood... I really wasnt... I was just bored so yes... lol Anyway and then he ended up takin some pics and stuff... so yes.. I will show u when i put em on here.... and then we gave eachother a hug gn... And then me jess and keg went to go get gas and the dang machine wouldnt take my money... and then this black guy comes up to kegan and was like im not gonna hurt u and he was all breathing loud.... and he kept gettiin closer and closer and he was sayin he has asma... and I wasnt buyin it so i got in the car and locked it and he was like dont be scared im sorry...... and im like okkk... and then dumb kegan... was like he wants to talk to u ashley so he comes closer to my car and was breathin heavy and he had on medical braclets... and a backback... talkin about he didnt want a ride and he wasnt gonna hurt me and he need like 2.75 to make a phone call and get a medical cab... that was free i guess.... and he was like u can see my paper work if u want and so on and so on... and he was gonna give me his cross necklace... and i was like here 5 dollars... thats all i had... and i was like i dont want ur necklace god bless u.... So... I would feel bad if i didnt give him nothin and he really needed it... but, I am sure I got suckered... ooo well... whatever.... If I didnt give him money I would have felt super bad and like I was gonna go to hell if i didnt... and guilty... so i hope he got to where he needed to... i bet it was a scam though..... cuz i dunno it was weird... anyway I am off to bed... its 2:30 am... lets see if i make it to school tomorrow at 8:30... probably not... well love u bye! Current Mood: haha :) Current Music: scary kids scaring kids (Comment on this)